The question is do, or die?

Things that have happened today:

-The guy I like is no longer avalible
-Parvarti won survivor
-James got the $100,000
-MY SISTER IS ENGAGED. Oh my god. I cannot believe it!!!! I am really super happy for her. Her and Josh are super duper adorable. ^.^
All of that made me forget about the guy I like being unavaliable. Really, I'm just happy that he's happy. For the first time ever, I'm happy that the guy I like is happy with someone else. I'm not sure what that means, but he's sweet as can be and should be with who he wants. Even if it's not me. :) <3 <--- tbqh that looks like boobs.
Today has been pretty intense (like the circus) and I don't even know how to process it.
My songs are going good, but my voice is kind of funny because I have a cold type thing. My throat is not happy with me singing a lot, sadly. I sing all the time.
I'm not dreading school, like usual. I'm sure this is going to be a good week. I feel good.
But now it's time for me to get going. To be continued...?

xoxo
-Izzay is really happy!