All my life I've been searching for something.

I need to learn to stop being so damn obsessive. Honestly.

I tie myself up into knots for people, and 99.9% of the time it's not even worth it. I hate that I do that. It's really irritating, and a difficult habit to break.

As of right now, I'm re-discovering my undying and unbreakable love for The Academy Is... They always make me feel better, no matter what. Especially today. They're helping me keep my head high lately. I had a long absence from them, because I was listening to other stuff, but god, I love them so damn much. Seriously, in my mind, they've made their way to being tied with MCR. And if you know me, MCR are my most favoritest (I know, bad grammar) band ever ever ever, but TAI have caught up to them. Insane.

Things have been pretty crazy lately, with school, and music, and boys. Stupid boys that I love so much. I love them though. It kind of makes me seem like a creepo. But that's okay.

Oh, I forgot to mention, the guy I like, not so available anymore. but for some reason, I don't mind. I mean, I mind a little bit, but I'm not totally crushed or anything. Like I'd normally be. If this were me acting like I usually do, the whole world would be at an end. But it's not. Everything is fine. I don't know, it's kind of weird.

So many people are getting to blogging, it's insane. I find it pretty darn funny though. I've been obsessive about blogging for almost a year and a half, and people are just catching onto the fad right now. I think that's very funny. :)

I decided I really like the band Flyleaf. The lead singer, Lacey, is an amazing screamer. (Go on Youtube and search up "I'm so sick-flyleaf" and you'll hear it) Plus, watching videos of them live, they're such vibrant, animated performers. That's a really good skill to have. They're the new Evanescence, I think. I actually heard a new Evanescence song that I really like. It's called 'The Last Song I'm Wasting On You" and I love it. It's really sad, but I get it in my own little way. I'm rediscovering the reasons I like Evanescence as well as TAI. 

It's been an interesting week/2 weeks. But things are going okay. :) 

xoxo

-Izzzzzzzay!