I don't know what's right, or what's real.

I'm listening to some of Lily Allen's new stuff. I wish I could say that this song is the situation I'm in. It's so much easier for things to end less painfully when you can be mad. I could say so many things about how I feel right now, and damn, that would be a mouthful. :\
I don't like it when I have to be friends with someone in the situation I'm in. Well, he's happy. That's what matters to me [for the most part].

Anyhow, House was amazing tonight. Totally epic, awesome, best episode all season.
Tomorrow is band practice, and I love that. As long as things go okay. The thing I fear the most is pretty much not going to happen. Keep your fingers crossed for me.
The days just continue to be interesting. Each one is so terribly different from the last, but they never fail to be insane. Insanity!

It's so weird to think about doing anything different than I'm doing now. Not writing music, going to practice, talking on the panda phone, going to lunch, going to school day after day, falling for all the wrong people, then the right one, and having it messed up. I can't imagine my life being any different from the way it is right now. As insane as it is, I love it. :)

Gah. This is insanity! I like Lily Allen's new stuff. Two new songs are on her myspace. The second one is my favorite, I think. But the titale of this is from the first, so that makes me a hypocrite in a way. lalala. Blogs are totally fun.

What can I say?

xoxo
-Izzy