It's in the photograph

Good evening, ladies and gents. It is now time for my daily update on the good day I had!

So school was blah until 4th hour when our Spanish class went to the Mercado Central and hung out there. We were walking around and it was really fun. It was Grace, Rio, Zoe and I most of the time. I never thought about how much I'm going to miss that class. There are so many different personalities tied into one. I love those people, no matter how annoying they can be. And trust me, they can be REALLY annoying. But you have to be there to feel the *love* that's in the room (or hate for all human population, should I say?).
Then we came back to school during lunch and were hanging out with people. Leo got his shoes stolen while he was sitting with Nick and Damian. Then Donovin took it and put ketchup on it and threw it in a garbage can. He's kinda mean.
Then after school, I went to Nick's house (surprise?!) and we were hanging out, then Chloe was very very desperate to get Ramen, and we ended up going to Leo's, getting bongos, walking around, making $75 cents, then Chloe and I were sorta lost, then we went to Nick's. Then when we got there we were in the basement. I was playing the drums with the broken drum stick, and that didn't really work. Then we were in Nick's room reading disturbing comics (SQUEE, and Jimmy the Homicidal Maniac or something...) then we ordered pizza and watched 4 or 5 episodes of Scrubs which is totally fucking hilarious, then I biked home.
All of that was nice except the getting lost and the biking home. Yeah. ^.^

This weekend shall be fun, too. Only 8 more days of school! Weeeeeeeeee!

xoxo
-Izzy-

"Yeah, well, you know, this is called HOW TO EAT POOP. Cuz YOU eat POOP!"

Good times, good times...

So I had a really good evening once again.

I went to Nick's after school, and we were watching Hot Rod, and looking at the year book. The Maren, Sally, and Dana go there! And they got Chloe and smashed a watermelon in the drive way. Then they were eating it, and I find that rather disgusting. Then Leo was shooting me with compressed air out of Chloe's brother's gun. I got angry and was holding the gun so he was incapable of shooting me anymore, until he PINKY SWEARED (It should be "swore", I know. Sweared looks so much better, though.) that he wouldn't shoot me anymore. It was totally legit! Then we went outside and he was shooting people, and waddaya know, he decides to shoot me! He swears he shot between my legs (When he said that, I laughed like the immature person I am.) BUT HE DIDN'T AND HE SHOT ME IN THE LEG. So I was chasing him around, then I fell, and Maren got it on film. Thanks, Maren. It was totally stupid looking, too. Then I got ahold of the gun and couldn't figure out how to make it shoot so I decided I'd just hit Leo with it! It seemed perfectly logical at the time... then I came up with a totally badass video game idea where, instead of shooting with the guns, they just beat people with them. Then people laughed at me. Someday I WILL make millions off that shit, so you all just wait for that. You'll be sorry. SO SORRY.

Now Leo and I have to have a fist fight, because when he was hitting the gun with the shovel, he broke it, and Chloe was all "LEO WILL NEVER FORGIVE MY BROTHER! I mean, wait, no! GAHHH." And we were laughing. So then Chloe was mad, and Leo was crying, and James was hugging him. It was intense (like the circus).

Yeah, it was fun. Who do you think will win in the fight? I vote on myself!!!!!!

:D Surprise surprise! Hahaha.

Then I came home and had pizza, it was pretty good. Also, I have the Barbie leg! I win!

xoxo

-Izzy!

RAWR.

q1 ghbgfESPANOL ESPANOL SPANISH.

I'm in spanish class. I finished my work, and got sat on by Zoe. She was resting her bottom on my shoulder. It wasn't as comfotable as I would've hoped. Grace is very very hyper right now. The word search is stressing her out to the point of total breakdown. It is very entertaining, if I do say no myself.

I met my husband (Ryan Ross), and Brendon Urie last night.

This blog is lame.

And me.

I'm outta here.

ZOE WANTS TO TO TLK ABOUT HER SO HERE I AM> LALALALA> GETY OVER IT ZIHRDFUIOBVFRSDFF!

So the story goes.

Memorial day weekend. It was eventful! Makes me happy.

On Saturday I didn't do much of anything. We got a digital TV converter box thing, so I watched this show about sandwiches across america. It was pretty interesting. I didn't know they made pig ear sandwiches. *shrugs* It was special. On Sunday I went to Nick's house, and hung out for a lot of the day. Chloe and I took a really long walk around Nick's neighborhood. It was really hot, and I found this little Simpsons Chess piece, and these pretty flowers. So we were just walking along and I saw this weird looking box thing in the street. I went over to investigate. I found out that it was a big "Crave Case" from White Castle. Which is basically 30 small burgers in a cardboard suitcase. White Castle=really really gross. So I opened it up to see if there was any food in it. There was 30 little box things to hold the 30 little burgers that weren't in there. The person who ate them must've been very hungry. I decided to take it with me, just because I could. I was carrying it around while we were on our way back, through the field, and I found a golf ball. We decided to put all my "treasures" in the box. When we got back to Nick's, we left it outside. We went inside, and said "We found treasures and put them in a treasure case!" Everyone ignored us. Lameeeees. Then Nick's mom found it and Leo got blamed for the whole thing. He didn't care, though. Thank you for taking all the blame, Leo. You're a true friend.
Later I ended up at Chloe's house, with Nick. We had a geek fest! First we were reading graphic novels, then we went downstairs and put on a Star Wars record. It was intense. We were all dancing and shit. Then the little minchkins got home. Oh dear. They are quite a handful. It was totally insane. Then eventually, Nick left, and Chloe and I made these amazing videos that are amazing. Unfortunatley, on Youtube, "amazing" is not a category. This made us very upset.

I had a good weekend! I think this week is gonna start off good, because tomorrow is band practice, and that's fun no matter what! Woo!
And my mom just walked in the door from a trip was on. I'm off to give her lots of x's and o's.

Have a good start to your week people!

<3

Wisconsin is boring, in my opinion, so I don't feel like I want to go there right now.

I enjoy being Donald Trump.

Now I'm home.

My brother's playing that one German song on Guitar Hero 3. He thinks it's funny, but I'm not understanding the humor. Then I stopped to ask myself, do I ever understand him? Answer being; very little.

So, I didn't do anything after school. Not really a surprise. Everyone already had plans. I found out that I had to be home anyways. Mom left on a trip to Wisconsin with Jeremy. Wisconsin is boring, in my opinion, so I don't feel like I want to go there right now.

That last sentence made about zero sense.

I found out that I have this really weird habit of going on Myspace, or Youtube, or Facebook, and go to the comment/message things and writing big long comments/messages and then deleting them. It's kinda weird.

There are a lot of things that I don't understand recently. Guys, gals, birds, dogs, panda bears, whatever. Usually that would be super-depressed-sad-PMSing for me, but I'm pretty happy lately. I don't understand. But I'm rocking out to some badass music here, so I'm okay.

I really want to make a video. I feel like it's been too long since I have. It has been a while since I've made a good one. Like, a long while. Maybe we should make one at the next band practice, because that would be fun. We can go into the forest and stuff. But what song...hmmmm.

This is going to be a thought process. Anyhow, I'm going to stop blogging now. It's kind of taking over my brain or something.

Adios amigos.

Izzles McFizzles

The Birds and the Bees are flying in the trees!!!!

I'm starting to think that they put the little "we're watching you" thing at the top of my screen just to scare me.

I have two new favorite songs. They are:
The Birds and the Bees by Patrick and Eugene
and
Eleanor Put Your Boots On by Franz Ferdinand.
I recommend both of them. They're very enjoyable.

Let's see... what happened today...
Well, I'm in 6th hours, so school isn't over yet. Meaning, I haven't done much of anything yet. Except school stuff. That's not exciting. Well, I guess it could be, but that's beside the point. Today has been pretty un-eventful, so I don't know why I'm writing a blog about it. I got to school, we didn't do anything in gym. In Holocaust class, I read my shitty ass book to the class and got an A- on it. I was surprised, honestly, I didn't think I did that good. I couldn't find that much information. But that made me happy! Algebra, teacher was a bitch, as always. SHe is so damn bitter. It drives me insane, she acts like she hates everyone and hates her job. GRAH. She should retire. Spanish class was fun, just because it always is. I could never lave that class, I've fallen in love with the fun times we all have in there. Yeah. It's funny. Our teacher randomly spazzes out. It's so hilarious! Then I went to lunch outside, and messaed around with people. PORK RIND IS STILL LOST and people are mad at Leo. But I'm not. Sally, and Chloe are, I think. Mistakes happen. But I do miss Pork Rind. THe rest of my classes were boring, except for Cemecia filling her mouth with salt in science class. I swear, I have never met anyone stupider than her. *eye roll* She said she wanted to cut off my boobs and fry them up. She has some problem in her head, I swear. I'm not doing anything after school, but I really want to. Some people are hanging out somewhere. I'll have to find out where.
I'm in a really happy, chilled out mood right now. I keep listening to my two new favorite songs over and over and over again. They really are good!

I gotta go, it's time to get out of this place. Or "blow this joint" as the young ones say.
Damn 7th graders.

-Izzy!!

Lalala, lalala, lalalalalaaaaa!

Gooooood evening ladies and gentleman.
I had another good day. I bet you didn't see that one coming. No one could.

So, here's what went down today. I went to school with Pork Rind('s body) and handed it off to Leo. As much as I love that little guy (Pork Rind, not Leo) he can drive me insane. Well, not him exactly, people talking about him. Honestly, people act like it's weird to carry around a small burned panda corpse, and talk about how it was alive once. NOT WEIRD.
Anyways...
So I handed him off to Leo, then got him back, then gave him to Leo again and now he's lost. I repeat, Pork Rind is lost. If you happen to see him anywhere, please PLEASE let Leo or I know. Please. So, then school ended and I went home, then biked to Nick's house. It was a nick3 mile bike ride on my new (old) bike. And it's actually my size, too. So it wasn't like my so called "clown bike" from last year. Then I got to Nick's and everyone there was playing The Pokemon Master Trainer board game, and some Orange Box on the side. I watched them, learned some new dance moves, told Joe not to die (he listened!), messed with Chloe, and hung out. Then Leo, Chloe, and Sally left. So it was Joe, Andre, Nick, James, Madeline, and I. We hung out, then Joe left, then Andre left, then James, Maddy, Nick, and I sat around and talked about Star Wars. Then we went to the forest and talked about it some more and broke some of the tree, and then I miked home to find that my mom bought me a giant jug of iced tea.
I chugged some. Now I'm here.

The end.

Prok Rind, Creeps, and Spray Paint.

I've found a love for the song "You Wouldn't Like Me" by Tegan and Sara. It's just a really good song.
Today was pretty fun. I got a hell of a work out. I have to get on the bus, walk 6 blocks home, get on my bike, ride to Nick's house, and today when I was going home I got lost probably 6 different times. It was terrible. We did some fun tagging at The Base. It was really fun. It wasn't tagging, more like art. Except Al, being a stupid head and wasting our spray paint writing "Suck my dick" like an idiot. I have Pork Rind in my arms right now. I can't tell what's going to be done with him. It's a secret. Joe was really hyper today, and it was funny. He was jumping from these hay bails and I said "Don't die!!!!" and he said "I'll try! *laugh* That rhymes. Don't die, I'll try." Then he was laughing. Earlier Madeline, Chloe, and I had gone to the base and there was this weirdo guy asking us if we were straightedge and shit. He was talking about smoking pot and we were getting really freaked. He was like in his 20s. Some responsable 20 year old, eh? I'm not going to be like that. I'm gonna set an *amazing* example for kids. :) Hopefully.
This morning was intense, getting Pork Rind from class to class without getting him stolen. I had to manuver my way out of the school so I didn't get jumped for him. Sally and Taylor were after him/me. But we're okay now.
Godspeed. Remember that. It might just save you.
*fist air*

xoxo
-Izzy

Taken over by the fear

Well, it's happening.

Entering high school, and in all the years before it, adults lectured me about how my friends are going to change-for better or worse- and we're not going to be as close as we always were. I thought they were crazy. My friends, drift from me? Pshhhawwwww, yeah right. But that's what's going on. It's okay, I don't mind it. We're all doing our own thing, and it's awesome. Freshman year seems like the one where people find their people. The ones they can hang out with, and whatever. I don't know. It's just so weird how I denied it and it happened. Failure for me. 

Anyways, it's the early morning and I don't want to go to school. Blah fuck.

xoxo

-Izzy

That's why we make a good you and me

Today was fun. I've had a lot of fun days lately it seems like.

So around 2 I went to Nick's house for practice, which I allegedly missed. When I got there Nick, Andre, Chloe, and Conner (Connor? Connar?) were there. Then Conner, -or, -ar, and Chloe left. Then James showed up. We wanted to go outside. We called Leo who was busy, Joe was busy, and Julian was busy. So we headed out to get some sunlight on our own. We were walking into the field and ran into some people who are Leo's cousins or something? Anyways, one of their dogs kept randomly running up to James and barking at him. It was funny. That dog hates James. We left the field and decided to walk North, because we could. Then we turned and started going West and then we saw Conner -er -ar, who said he had homework to do, but he was lying like a liar. We talked to him and then continued on to Ace hardware to see how much spray paint costed. Little did we know a) we had no money and b) you have to be 18 to buy spray paint. Alas, we left. Andre was biking behind us when we were crossing Diamond Lake right by Mayflower Church and James, Nick, and I got to the bridge and then Andre yelled for us. So walked back over to him to realize someone had hit him (With their car, not with their hand). So this really nice lady stopped to see if he was okay, and help us and stuff. Proof that there are good people in the world and not everyone is mean. At first the lady who hit him was real salty about it, but then got nicer. Eventually police got there and the lady who hit him got a ticket. He's okay, as far as I know. Then James' dad picked us up. Then we were joking about how Chloe always gets mad that she misses everything, and she missed something else. Then I was forced to scare her and Leo by texting them that Nick and Andre were really hurt and shit. Now I feel really bad about that. They didn't seem to mind when we told them. First we told Chloe, and once we were doing it to Leo I felt so bad that I broke the story and told the truth. But I still feel bad. Then James and Andre went home. So Nick and I were at his house, and his dad drove us to Home Depot to get Spray Paint. Then we went back to his house, and ate a shitload of those little mini donut things that taste like wax, and watched Extreme makeover Home Edition. We were laughing at it a lot. It's so cheesy. The people were like, "Oh, we've been through a lot, you name it, we've been trough it." So we were like "Did they go through a mass murder? The black plague? etc." and it was funny!

And then I came home. Isn't it funny how all of my stories end with me going home?

Yeah. That's what I did today. :)

Meet the cast!

I noticed that I mention lots of people in my blogs. You people who read them (Like, the two of you) might not know who they are, so I'm going to tell you.

Meet the cast:

Zoe- I met Zoe in 2nd grade, we've been buddies ever since. She attends South with me.

Chloe- I met Chloe this year! She and I have a music project, and she also goes to South.

Nick- I met Nick this year as well, in Uptown. He's in a band called The Suspenders. And he sucks. :)

Leo- I met Leo this year, too! (this is getting fairly repetitive...) He's in The Suspenders as well, and also in a band called The Shoe Shiners. And he goes to South.

Porkrind- Porkrind is a panda that Leo found in Nick's basement and now he's dead. We're on a mission to find the mad doctor who killed him. <3

Madeline- I met Madeline this year as well. Guess where she goes to school! Hahaha. She hangs out at band practice and we have a fabulous time.

James- Once again, met him this year, goes to South. He's in The Suspenders, too.

Andre- I met him this year, at band practice. He's in The Suspenders! Yay!

Blah. I'm bored.

Long blog...

I had a really fun day! Or, more like fun evening.

I went to see my good buddy Leo's band play  a show at this awesome little record store called Eclipse Records. I got there early because the flyer said it was at 6 when it was really at 7. So around 6:30 I saw Leo and we were hanging out. We kept looking at really scary records. Some records have terrifying covers, such as Janet Jackson.

Then, finally, Nick and Andre showed up. Nick was talking about a movie by KISS that I'd like to see sometime. It sounds funny. Then we went to watch the first act play. They had a song about dirty sex, and STDs, and children in parks. It was kinda weird... and they also read The Rainbow Fish to us. But they didn't finish it. That book is epic. I have it. I used to have a little stuffed rainbow fish to go with it, but I lost that a long ass time ago. ANYWAYS.

So we were thirsty, and Leo couldn't find any water backstage, so we went to this corner store and got drinks. I got a bottle of Coke, Nick got two vitamin waters, Leo got a can of coke, and Andre got a bottle of pop. I don't remember what kind.

Then we went back to the record store to watch the next act, and they were really good. Then The Shoe Shiners played! They killed it. Leo was making the face, and it was making me laugh. They had a really fun set, and I got a set list. It's amazing. I feel so special for receiving it. I don't remember who gave it to me, but that's okay.

After that, Leo did all his packing up and we went to Wendys because Nick had to pee. But we forgot to tell Andre. I don't think he really cared, though. We were skipping on the way and some dude in a car yelled "Stop skipping you queers!" I think that was directed at Nick and Leo. Then Nick yelled "Stop being an asshole you assgole!" he's clever. When we got there Leo and I decided we wanted food/drink. So we took Nick's money and some of my money and got fries & sprite. Then we had to get ketchup. I put some on the tray but nooooo, Leo needs more. So we got a shitload of ketchup and 3 packets of salt. We sat down and Nick poured too much salt on the fries. So before I ate any I had to pick it up and wipe salt off, then wipe it on him. We all agreed that it's gross to put salt INTO your ketchup. When we were done eating/talking about cooties, we poured 1.5 salt packets into all the ketchup that was left. It was really gross and so we decided we'd make a movie that starts out like a horror movie, but ends up being a love story about Leo falling in love with the ketchup/salt and leaving Nick for it.

Then we walked back and I left.

I was awesome!

Band practice is tomorrow, which will be totally awesome as well. But so many memories of Porkrind live in Nick's basement. I'll have to try hard not to cry.

:'(

xoxoxo

-Izzy

When you look with your eyes, everything seems nice.

Okay, so here's a little summary of what I did today. It was a good day.

7:15am to 8:10am- Wake up and be annoyed. Get online for a minute, read horoscope. Then go to the bus.

8:20am to 9:25am-Get to school, chat for a minute, then go to gym class and play Friz-stravaganza whish I suck at. My whole team knew I sucked because 2 of the 4 times I had the ball I passed it to the other team. But we still won.

9:25am to 10:30am- Go to Holocaust class. Be bored. Hooray?

10:30am to 11:30am- Go to Algebra, it was a free day so that was awesome. I talked to Lauren and read her badass comic-y thing. Listen to iPod, etc.

11:30am to 12:30pm- Spanish class. Oh my god. So much fun. There were only 12 of us, and ms. Roguski wanted us to play this stupid shit game. We were like, dude, we don't wanna. There's fuckin 12 people here. So we argued until we got a work sheet. I actually learned something today. Every time we laughed, or got an answer right, I think Ms. Roguski died a little inside. :)

12:30pm to 1pm- Lunch. It was okay. Lots of people were gone so it was kind of boring. But that's okay. I was happy.

1pm to 2pm- Go to science and have a fucking fabulous time. Cemecia was being a freak and I was getting kind of pissed, but when I think about it, it was hilarious.

2pm to 3pm- Geography. Boring. Blah. I don't care.

THEN: I went on the bus and to Nick's house. We had to do surgery on Porkrind then he died (see blog below). So we were in the forest and Chloe went away with Nick, and Madeline was "distracting" James so Leo and I could run the tree away because he wanted it on fire. So we got back from that and Leo climbed in this tree. We were just hanging out and talking while he was in the tree. Then some certain PEOPLE were making out right in sight and it was gross. Then Leo threw bark at me and hit me in the nose, so I threw a can at him and missed. Then did it again and hit his ass by accident and he started making this loud scream/cry noise. So Chloe comes over, and we got pop and then I went home. Yeah. It was really really really really fun. Lot happened in between but it's way too much to type.

I had a good day :)!

And, just so you all know, Nick sucks now. Not Leo.

Whitney won ANTM and it was fabulous. She's awesome.

I got the Shoe Shiners CD at Cheapo.

The names for the one baby that's Jack's are; Yonsen if it's a boy and LaQueesha or soemthing if it's a girl. Hahaha. Badass baby. xD

Loveeeeeee

Izzy

:((((((

Tragedy struck Nick's house today when our dear and beloved Porkrind passed away on the operating table. He suddenly stopped talking yesterday at 3:15pm. Today he was in for invasive/exploratory surgery to figure out the problem. After it was too late, it was discovered to be only strep throat from too much making out with a good friend, Leo Vader. He died because of having some of his major organs pulled out and broken by accident. This doctor is a mad man. Then Izzy got squeezed and cried on by Leo and Chloe. He was buried in the forest next to a pine tree which grew into some other kind of tree. The funeral was amazing, he was buried with leaves and sticks, and even the Atlantic Ocean was crying. Chloe wrote a poem for him, along the lines of "He was a bear. He had a heart. I was gonna rhyme that. He liked things. Things liked him. A lot." 
The mad doctor who killed him is still on the loose. Watch out.
So, please, a moment of silence for our dear Porkrind the panda. There is so much he'll never get to see. His last words heard, were infact "Leo sucks." Which is now untrue because Nick sucks.
R.I.P. PORKRIND. We will all miss your burnt self.

Love, your people.

Start the transformation...

I'm watching Americas Next TopModel. I think the finalists will be Anya and Whitney. I know Anya's in, but I'm not sure who's next. I'll know in a minute. I think I'm wrong.
Ahhhhh stressful minute.
I WAS RIGHT. HAHAHAHA. I WIN!!!!!
I think Anya's gonna win the whole shit. I like her, but she's sort of stupid. That's okay.

Today was fun. I hate my Algebra teacher, she's a totaly bitch to everyone. Most importantly, she's a bitch to me. Lunch was so damn fun today. We messed around with Porkrind. He's so cute. But he stopped talking after 6th hour!!!! Maybe he's just sick. I think he's just got a sore throat. I hope. We'll do surgery tomorrow if needed. I can try to do it on my own, but that kind of scares me cuz I might totally ruin him forever. I <3 PORKRIND!
And after school and went with Zoe to pick out new glasses. We picked these badass black and red ones with no lenses on the bottom. We made sure they looked good when she was making a face, because that's important in her situation. She makes faces a lot. Hahaha.
Tomorrow is band practice again. Should be tons and tons of fun. I was supposed to give Porkrind back to Chloe at the end of the day, but I didn't see her at the end of the day. Pretty sad. For her. I'm happy that I still have him, because I love him.
Oh shizz, the girls are walking runway in a versachi (Sorry, I have no idea about spelling the weirdo names of designers...) show. They're all "OMGZZZZ IT IS SOOOO SCARY." It's like, suck it up and go out there and kill it. Be a beast.
I have homework to do, so I'll be back on later when I should be doing it.
Ahhh I ate too much pasta. Damn it. Now my stomach hurts. *cry*
Oh damn, tomorrow people get to go to Valley Fair and the zoo. But not me. Damn my stupid class. >:( Oh well. Have a fucking fabulous night!!! <3

xoxo
-Izzy loves Porkrind

This is how I feel right now.

I see their pictures

and read what they write

the things they say to each other

and it hurts like hell

because I know we could have something

but it'll never happen

Are you hearing this?

...

I'll just let William say it:

Attention! Attention! 
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
If only, if only for one second.

This table has taken a turn for the worst.
Rock bottom, and over the edge.
well, it's not like it hurts that much anyway.
Upside down and inside out
When I leave here I'm going alone.
Well it's not like it, not like it hurts much anyway.

Attention! Attention! 
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
If only, if only for one second.
Will you hear what I have to say? 
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
Due to the fact that we could have something that'll never happen
Did you hear what I have to...?

This balance has weighed out our hearts’s desire,
I’m trying to make it alone.
Well it’s not like it hurts that much anyway.
Upside-down and inside out,
When I leave here I’m going alone
But I’m dying, I'm dying, to touch...
And it’s not like it, not like it hurts much anyway.

Attention! Attention! 
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
If only, if only for one second.
Will you hear what I have to say? 
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
Due to the fact that we could have something, something...

Attention! Attention! 
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
If only, if only for one second.
Will you hear what I have to say? 
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
Due to the fact that we could have something that'll never happen
Will you hear what I have to say? 

Attention Attention
Upside-down and inside-out
Attention Attention
Upside-down and inside-out

I don't know what's right, or what's real.

I'm listening to some of Lily Allen's new stuff. I wish I could say that this song is the situation I'm in. It's so much easier for things to end less painfully when you can be mad. I could say so many things about how I feel right now, and damn, that would be a mouthful. :\
I don't like it when I have to be friends with someone in the situation I'm in. Well, he's happy. That's what matters to me [for the most part].

Anyhow, House was amazing tonight. Totally epic, awesome, best episode all season.
Tomorrow is band practice, and I love that. As long as things go okay. The thing I fear the most is pretty much not going to happen. Keep your fingers crossed for me.
The days just continue to be interesting. Each one is so terribly different from the last, but they never fail to be insane. Insanity!

It's so weird to think about doing anything different than I'm doing now. Not writing music, going to practice, talking on the panda phone, going to lunch, going to school day after day, falling for all the wrong people, then the right one, and having it messed up. I can't imagine my life being any different from the way it is right now. As insane as it is, I love it. :)

Gah. This is insanity! I like Lily Allen's new stuff. Two new songs are on her myspace. The second one is my favorite, I think. But the titale of this is from the first, so that makes me a hypocrite in a way. lalala. Blogs are totally fun.

What can I say?

xoxo
-Izzy

I was born to the elvin...

I got home from school about 40 minutes ago. I had a pretty good day. Everyone was really happy and hyper and peppy, surprisingly, because it'd Monday.

My favorite part of the day was (as always) Lunch. I hung out with Denzel, Victoria, Jason, and Briana. Then some people came inside (Zoe, Leo, Paul, etc.) and it was a big party! Denzel was laying out out his idea for the Orgasmagun. It's a genius idea, I think. Basically, when you get shot with it, you have an orgasm.

All of lunch we were basically being gross. It was awesome.

I made a list of some of the most impactive music videos that I've seen. Maybe I'll post it at some point, but I'm too lazy too go get it right now.

I can't wait until summer. I'm itching to get out of school for a long long while. No homework, no projects, and tons of free time!!!!! Warmth, and swimming, and biking, and plays, and road trips! Funfunfun!!!!!!! I'm totally happy about summer coming soon!

I hope everyone had a great Monday like I did. It's a rare occasion, so cherish it.

And remember, when opportunity is calling, pick up the phone. Hahaha.

PANDA PHONE!

Annnnd, House is on tonight, at a new day & time! (fairly new) 8PM ON FOX9 CENTRAL TIME! YAY!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

-Izzy

The question is do, or die?

Things that have happened today:

-The guy I like is no longer avalible
-Parvarti won survivor
-James got the $100,000
-MY SISTER IS ENGAGED. Oh my god. I cannot believe it!!!! I am really super happy for her. Her and Josh are super duper adorable. ^.^
All of that made me forget about the guy I like being unavaliable. Really, I'm just happy that he's happy. For the first time ever, I'm happy that the guy I like is happy with someone else. I'm not sure what that means, but he's sweet as can be and should be with who he wants. Even if it's not me. :) <3 <--- tbqh that looks like boobs.
Today has been pretty intense (like the circus) and I don't even know how to process it.
My songs are going good, but my voice is kind of funny because I have a cold type thing. My throat is not happy with me singing a lot, sadly. I sing all the time.
I'm not dreading school, like usual. I'm sure this is going to be a good week. I feel good.
But now it's time for me to get going. To be continued...?

xoxo
-Izzay is really happy!

All my life I've been searching for something.

I need to learn to stop being so damn obsessive. Honestly.

I tie myself up into knots for people, and 99.9% of the time it's not even worth it. I hate that I do that. It's really irritating, and a difficult habit to break.

As of right now, I'm re-discovering my undying and unbreakable love for The Academy Is... They always make me feel better, no matter what. Especially today. They're helping me keep my head high lately. I had a long absence from them, because I was listening to other stuff, but god, I love them so damn much. Seriously, in my mind, they've made their way to being tied with MCR. And if you know me, MCR are my most favoritest (I know, bad grammar) band ever ever ever, but TAI have caught up to them. Insane.

Things have been pretty crazy lately, with school, and music, and boys. Stupid boys that I love so much. I love them though. It kind of makes me seem like a creepo. But that's okay.

Oh, I forgot to mention, the guy I like, not so available anymore. but for some reason, I don't mind. I mean, I mind a little bit, but I'm not totally crushed or anything. Like I'd normally be. If this were me acting like I usually do, the whole world would be at an end. But it's not. Everything is fine. I don't know, it's kind of weird.

So many people are getting to blogging, it's insane. I find it pretty darn funny though. I've been obsessive about blogging for almost a year and a half, and people are just catching onto the fad right now. I think that's very funny. :)

I decided I really like the band Flyleaf. The lead singer, Lacey, is an amazing screamer. (Go on Youtube and search up "I'm so sick-flyleaf" and you'll hear it) Plus, watching videos of them live, they're such vibrant, animated performers. That's a really good skill to have. They're the new Evanescence, I think. I actually heard a new Evanescence song that I really like. It's called 'The Last Song I'm Wasting On You" and I love it. It's really sad, but I get it in my own little way. I'm rediscovering the reasons I like Evanescence as well as TAI. 

It's been an interesting week/2 weeks. But things are going okay. :) 

xoxo

-Izzzzzzzay!

We met them early in the morning

Hellohello.

It's 11:12pm, and tomorrow is Mother's Day. I think I'm going to write something for my mother.

I'm totally falling for this dude. He's really really amazing. Yeah.

I'm really bored right now and feel like writing, so alas, here I am. I'm working on two new songs. I think the one I hadn't planned to be a song is working out better. I'm not liking the other one so much. But we'll see. I'm trying so hard to not make them sound too generic, and when I try doing that, they end up sounding bad. *shrug* So I try to let it flow and do whatever sounds good at the time. It usually works pretty good.

my dad is making sexual jokes. Oh dear...

Anyways!

I really want to make a video. Just about whatever. I haven't really worked on a video in a long time. I've thrown a few things together randomly, out of pure bordem, but I really want to work on a project.

Lalalala. Maybe more later.

<3xoxo

Maybe it's Lupus...?

My blog keeps moving around, I apologize.

I think I'm going to stick on Blogspot for a while. Nobody cares about myspace anymore, and Facebook only has Notes, which are not even close to as good as a real, working, blog.  I am such a blog whore. I ate tuna today. I don't really even like tuna. It's kind of gross-ish, but sometimes I crave it so bad. I had kind of a shitty day today, which sort of sucks, and not much is making me smile. I'm watching to new House episode that I missed. It's pretty good so far. I love it. A lot. Hugh Laurie is one of the greatest actors ever. I'm working on three new songs, and I hardly like them. It just makes me feel better to let out anger in music. I love how I can write something on a piece of paper, and then see it come to life into a real song. O shit, the dude's kidneys are failing! That's never good. If your liver fails you turn yellow, you know. That's weird, right?? The cut throat bitch is a really stupid jerk face. Whyyyyy is she so mean to Wilson? I like him! He's really nice.

I'm supposed to be babysitting. But I decided to sit in my room and watch House. I should go hang out with Liam. That'd be nice of me.

Gah.

After this episode is over, I will.

:) 

xoxoxo

-Izzy